People say “|A child is the world’s greatest gift and purest blessing whether it is a son or a daughter “and it didn't take me so long to find out how accurately right it is.

 

My parents told me that I would never know what real love means and how does it feel until I have a child. When you, my son were born, it was a breathtaking moment that would forever be engraved in my memory. 

 

My angel, I want you to know that you will always be precious to me. I still recall the day I first held your petite figure in my arms. I was the happiest mother in the world. You made me stronger. You become my everything; you gave me another reason to live. You are my purpose of keeping fighting and doing right. It was a tough journey; those journeys always bring you the most beautiful form of rewards at the end. My sweet boy, you are the reason I am a mommy, and for that, I am so grateful. You were my first one, and to be quite honest, I had no idea how to deal with you, I had to learn it all with you. You were born on August 11th, 2017 at 7:00 PM, and I was not prepared, so Forgive me my darling son for the lack of experience with dealing with babies. But you my sweet angel, you have taught me a lot about motherhood that cannot be taught. You are my everything, my first baby, and first son. My goal in this life is to be with you through each milestone that you will face in this lifetime. When I first carried you, I felt like a part of my heart and soul is outside my body, is between my arms. I keep falling in love with you more and more as you grew when you said your first word when you took your first steps. I was there for you and supported you with every developing milestone you reached. You taught me the meaning of love.  I was hoping that your first word would be a mama. But it turns out that you wanted to impress baba by saying his name first. I enjoy spending my full time with you, watching you play, watching your mischiefs activities. 

 

I promise you that I will try my best to keep you safe, to put you first forever. I swear that I will always do my best to keep you smiling and when you are discouraged, and your tears come out, I promise to be the person who will wipe them away. When you feel frightened, I will be there for you. I will be the one who will cuddle with you and hold your hands until your fear fades away. I will stand by your side when you feel sick and when you find difficulty falling asleep. I will stand with you until it is the time to let you go and I watch you become a strong independent man.

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Always remember

 

 In my eyes, you will always be the absolute form of perfection even at your worst.